Wednesday, August 28, 2019 - Sacramento, CA
Drop the needle,
This week has been very trying. Sara lee died on Saturday and as you could guess, I don't have the money to get home for her funeral. It doesn't feel real and I want to pick up the phone and hear her voice again. All the while I'm getting ready to take my mother on a cruise in 24 days. It hurts to be so far away from my family. I don't want him to feel any guilt on keeping me here. I am here because I love him and want to be with him. He is an amazing man and I am blessed to have him in my life. It is bitter sweet to be so excited about the cruise but unnerving about not being able to be with my family.