Saturday, January 21, 2017
Start the needle,
Well, here we are. A new year has come and it's not starting out as well as you would think. I'm settled into my job but its getting to rub me the wrong way. Most likely due to me missing what I use to have. My social life is so inexistent you would think I was back in high school all over again. I am trying to stay positive and keep looking forward to a future I have no idea what's om store. It's a bit lonely every day I wake up to nothing and go to bed to nothing. Sleep isn't an escape because my fantasies are worse in my sleep than reality. I feel that I am coming into my adult mindset of really going after what I want and not letting anything stop me. I just have to make sure that I know what I want first.
Being normal is over rated. Right?