Sunday, May 28, 2017 - California
Start the needle,
I find that I am once again at a crossroads. Things are not as good as I have planned. I haven't heard anything form the job and I have had to let my apartment go because of it. It was foolish of me to get my hopes up.
I did however manage to spend the evening with Dame when he came into town. We spent some much needed quality time together in the hotel and it reminded me of what I gave up to be out here. The sacrifices I made, the people I left behind. And for what? Am I going to be happy out here? I've been away from my family and my friends for so long, maybe I just miss them.
Lately I've put more and more thought into joining the police academy. I truly enjoy forensics but I am not sure if I am able to give up dancing just yet.