Sunday, April 23, 2017 - California
Start the needle,
Today was a different kind of day. I literally laid naked in my bed all day. I didn't want to do anything but chill. Possibly be around someone who comforts me. I only have one friend and he's constantly high and is less and less someone I want to be around, but he's the only friend I've really made out here so far.
I did meet this other guy though. He's a DJ for a local radio station but it's not going where most would think. He's in his late 30's, separated with 2 kids, and is also in school. His life is full and busy just like mine seems to be right now. It is always nice to have someone to talk to when you can't sleep or when you just wanna talk.
I came to the realization that I don't really have friends. I don't necessarily want one but I guess when you feel lonely, they're the ones who could be there for you. I've never felt more lonely than when I don't feel like I can call a friend. Especially when you just need to talk.