Wednesday, October 25, 2017 - California
Drop the needle,
You know I have a love hate relationship with surprises, well I've been voluntold to get over it. It's really cute but you know how I am when it comes to unknown things. Anyway, I go to Tahoe tomorrow on business then I take the academy test again. I'm a little nervous because I want to pass, but I don't want to psych myself out though.
His name is Kurtis and I can't help but smile whenever I'm around him. He is very good to me and it has only been about a month since we first started talking. We went on our first date 2 weeks ago and we are well into what most would call the honeymoon phase. He's invited me to spend Thanksgiving with him and his family. It's so nice to be invited, but I hope I can keep my mourning at bay. I'm glad to be in a place of happiness, but one thing he said to me that makes me confident in the future. He said that he doesn't want to just give me happiness but he wants to give me joy. Thank you God for the work that you are doing.