Sunday, December 10th, 2017 - California
Drop the needle,
I am still trying to figure you out. I have what seems to be good day and sometimes a whole week, but then a bomb drops on me and you sit there just watching it happen. It feels like I'm really understanding what people mean when they say that you are unfair. It' gotten to the point where I began to question my faith.
I believe you put out what you should expect to get back. I think I'm a good person and I try to do right by others when I can but I will never understand the "no good deed go unpunished," thing. If I go out of my way to help someone, even if I don't receive credit, why should I be punished? We are born into sin, why can't I try to lead a good life to change the sins already written? This makes no sense. What am I doing wrong to where I can't seem to catch a break? Or what do you see in me to continue to test me.