Wednesday, December 13th, 2017 - California
Drop the needle,
Things are not going so smooth these days. I'm not sure if I mentioned that I'm having a lot of car troubles. About $1100 dollars worth actually. I am glad that I work for an organization that was willing and able to help me in my time of need. That's really all I have to say about that topic.
Kurtis on the other hand, is a different situation. He has been distancing himself further and further away from me lately. He says it's because of some of the things that's going on in his life right now but, I'm not a mind reader and I can't force him to talk to me. What made it more clear was when I asked him to pray with me and he made it seem like a big hassle and he's supposed to be more into his faith than me. I think I just need to give him his space and if he wants to talk to me, he knows where to find me. But, I would be lying to myself if I didn't think that he doesn't trust me enough to be open with me. I feel stupid for being so open with him and not thinking first. I'm just going to back off. I don't want to push and push so hard that something worse happens.
Oh, and I have my physical agility test date for the academy.