Saturday, September 16, 2017 - California
Drop the needle,
I have meaning to write. My time has been a little hectic. I'm in the process of looking for a new job. VISTA isn't paying me much. If I want to save money to do anything fun for myself, I need to get paid enough to not live paycheck to paycheck. I want more for myself. More than I use to.
I bought a shitty car for the job and I'm stuck with the car and the job. I have been trying to have a social life and meet with people. I met one guy but he doesn't seem to be worth much. I feel like I am all alone. No family here and not too many friends if any. I just want to feel normal for once.
I'm still trying to get into the police academy, it's just going to take me a little longer than anticipated. I am doing my best to survive on my own. It is a trying journey but I'm going to keep pushing forward. I am content with who and where I am. Now I just have to get through Darnell's birthday without completely losing it. Here goes another day.