Thursday, October 19, 2017 - California
Drop the needle,
I'm ok. I don't have the dream job yet but I am working on it. I take my Pellet B Exam next Friday and I'm nervous because last time I failed by point 7 of a point. I pray that I don't do worse than before. I am going to study really hard. It's something that I really want and I don't want to fail.
So another thing I've realized is how comfortable I was with just being alone. I met a guy a little over a month ago and this past weekend was our first date and ever since then, we can't seem to get enough of each other. He is sweet, a gentleman, and a Christian (YASS GOD). He makes me smile every day but I am careful to not let him consume my thoughts. Just because I've been alone doesn't make me not want to be held at times. I'm glad he is ok with me wanting to take things slow. I'm still trying to find my balance, but I could still use a friend.