Thursday, January 11, 2018 - California
Drop the needle,
I've been battling with the decision to tell my family about what I planned on doing, which is join the police department. Well, I told them. It was not something they expected of course. I haven't really heard much of anything from them actually.
I have my background check and physical agility test coming up soon. I get nervous every day that it gets closer to the 22nd. Now that I am on my own, I have embraced the strength that I've always had but never really tapped into. Well, no more of that. I want this so bad and will do anything to make it happen with or without support. I have God, and that is all I need. He will be my strength when I am in my own way. I will do this. I will make it happen.