Thursday, April 26, 2018 - Sacramento, CA
Drop the needle,
Is there something wrong with me? I have never felt like I am less of a women than when it comes to sex and what I'm clearly not capable of. People keep telling me that it takes time and that I have to be ready. Well, I have never been more ready and it seems like my body is betraying me at every corner of every turn.
How much love does it take for me to move past my own mind? If I feel the time is right, why won't the rest of me fall in line? I don't want to keep living my life this way. I should have a say in what my body is feeling and what it's going through.
I feel so incomplete and so alone. I feel weak and foolish and unfinished. I am a puzzle that everyone forgot to finish.