Album 4 - Track 8

Wednesday, April 4, 2018 - Sacramento, CA

Drop the needle,

I am spending the next week reflecting on me and my actions so far. I have to say that I am a bit disappointed. I am still trying to figure out that drives me. When I am at the workouts, I have other people depending on me. If I can't push myself, I push for them. But I want to be my own motivation. I'm still learning though and I know it's not an excuse but I'm here making some kind of effort.

I can see myself as this really fit woman and one hell of an officer. I just need to work on making that picture a reality. The same faith I put in God needs to be the same faith that I put into myself. After all, I am wonderfully made in his image. Time to act like it.