Updated: Dec 7, 2020
Friday, November 25, 2016 - Oregon
Start the needle,
It's been a rough couple of days with this holiday season. I've been thinking a lot about Darnell and how different the holidays are without him being around. The team being here helps out somewhat but it doesn't change my reality. My brother is gone, and there is no distraction to fill that.
I got through most of it on my own which was by my choice but I wasn't completely alone. It was with at least one person, which was enough for me. I just didn't want to be around so many people. I was content with the day and I talked with the family so I was in a good head space for most of the time.
I'm still not completely over everything, but I still manage like I always do every year. Here's to another year of making it through.