Updated: Dec 7, 2020
Sunday, November 27, 2016
Start the needle,
I'm finding these last few days to have been somewhat trying. I'm finding myself getting more and more aggravated with my team. I am starting to understand the different people and their personalities and with that, I am beginning to see people's true colors. The ones who say they are who, they aren't, and the ones who just are. I 've been consistent and straight forward with what I have to say. I've never been anything other than my authentic self unlike some people here.
My mindset is in a weird state of mind. I am battling between my own needs and my wants. I want to go back to school, get my degree, and get a stable job, and be happy. Except for the fact that I have no idea what any of that means and I feel I did something right by coming here. Maybe. My heart and my mind are spinning in circles and don't seem to want to stop. Where is my life going and how will I get there? The questions I have always had figured out in the past but now seem Like a foreign language. Who am I?