Wednesday, January 23, 2019 - Sacrament, CA
Drop the needle,
I am no longer at the police department. It's bitter sweet because for the last 2 years, that was the goal. To become the change that I didn't see. Now that it has come to an end, I'm working on trying to refocus my life.
Mom had a stroke about 2 weeks ago and that devastated me. Everyone expects me to come home, but I like my life here. I don't want my family to think that I don't care, especially my mom. I know that she doesn't worry but I still do.
Without a job, now I can start to really evaluate my life and move forward. I'm going to school to become a social worker. I figure, I can still help my community in a different way.
I'm a bit discouraged about my weight and I don't like what I see in the mirror, but I am pushing myself and hopefully, I can continue to try and reach my goals.